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I want to hug Jesus.

I want him to tell me everything is going to be okay. 

To whisper that in my ear. I want to physically hear him say “I have you. Don’t worry about what you feel like you are supposed to do. You will see even more beautiful days than the one today. You will see sunshine that shines more brightly than the one outside. You will see change and be the change. You will go. I will send you. Now, you must work. Now, you must be responsible. Don’t worry about your body, I hold it in my hand. Don’t worry about school, I know your future. Don’t worry about Spain, I’m holding you by your right hand.”

So I opened my ears and that’s exactly what I heard. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus. 

Amen.